I feel blank. I feel lost. I feel heavy. I feel as if someone has reached into the depths of my soul and grabbed the last bit of me that kept me sane. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to understand what this is. What am I feeling? What am I? Who am I? I look at myself in the mirror and I get confused as to who I’m seeing. Is this just a phase? Or am I just losing my mind? Question after question. I just want to run. I just want to leave. I just want to stop feeling so god damn numb and confused. 

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